27 5 / 2012
you just make me smile with the things you say. they could be so dumb and make me wonder if you even know what you are saying. i have to stop. this isn’t suppose to happen. i wasn’t suppose to find a guy i was interested in this year. one more month until we are out of high school. nothing is going to happen between us. this crush must stop now.
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26 5 / 2012
i didn’t want mcmaster to be something i would regret. its honestly the one place i wanna go to and i’m so happy that i’m going there but sometimes i sit and feel like changing my option. maybe to somewhere closer like ryerson. moving to hamilton just changes my life completely which is something i don’t want. i don’t want my group of friends to become smaller, i don’t want to move away from my bed. and as much as i hate to say it, i don’t want to lose my job. i complain about it almost everyday but i honestly really like it. who else can say they teach little kids who annoy them but make them smile at the same time? my job honestly questions what i want to be in the future, but there are a lot of reasons why i chose to go into business than teaching. even though i would like teaching a lot more. i’m 100% sure i’m going to mcmaster, but i just don’t want to go to a place and then regret not going elsewhere.
